In a funk

I just can’t seem to get out of this. It’s better then before. I can actually eat although I did have to force myself to eat breakfast. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’m never down like this, especially for this long. I got a wonderful slap in the face yesterday. I had a guy comment that I have another kid on the way. Gee talk about a self esteem booster huh 🙁 I know I shouldn’t take shit like that to heart but I do. It hurts me. I’m already very unhappy with my body and then just makes it ten times worse.
ugh, I can’t even finish writing this

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